someone something

I'm sorry for never being there
For never being a true friend
I'm sorry I was never there
When you were in despair

I'm sorry for all the pain I caused
For every tear I made you cry
I'm sorry I made you worry about me
And for all the stupid lies

I'm sorry I ever cared for you
I'm sorry if I wasn't enough
I'm sorry for everything we've been through
I'm sorry I can't get over that stuff

I'm sorry I ever loved you
I'm sorry you were my whole world
I'm sorry I still can't get over you
I'm sorry for everything I did wrong

I'm sorry I have severe depression
I'm sorry for all those therapy sessions
I'm sorry I'm on medication
I'm sorry non of that seems to help

I'm sorry for all those times I cut myself
I'm sorry for giving you a scare
Thinking I might cut too deep one day
I'm sorry for all the scars I bare

I'm sorry for thinking about suicide
Contemplating it everyday
I'm sorry I never learned how to cope with the pain
And to keep those thoughts at bay

I'm sorry that I hate myself
I'm sorry I can't move on
I'm sorry I have all these regrets
I'm sorry I will never belong