I'M Sorry Poem by Brooke Lynn Moore

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused
I'm sorry for hurting you
I'm sorry for what I've done
And for what I'm about to do

I want to let you know
That I never meant for this
Its complicated right now
Thats just the way it is

I want you to know
That this isn't because of you
Its because of me
Its something I have to do

But at least I feel better
After I'm all done
The scars are left forever
But the pain is gone

I'd listen to you
If I thought you understood
But you don't
So don't act like its all good

Its really not that easy
On my side of the fence
Everything's confusing
Nothing makes any sense

So each time I cut
I go deeper and deeper
And the mountain I'm climbing
Gets steeper and steeper

But I'm not complaining
Because I know its all my fault
I'm digging myself a hole
And soon I won't be able to get out

Thats why I'm writing this
I'm asking for your help
I don't want everyone to know
But I can't do it by myself

Please as a friend
Do this one thing for me
And you'll have my everlasting grattitude
And my friend you'll always be

But if you come please hurry
Because it might be too late
If I slip just once
It may be my last walk of shame

I'm sorry