I Remember When Poem by Brittany Marsh

Help me
Help you
Misery secluded in a crowded space
Claustrophobic
Panic sets in
Anxious yet excited
To see your face would be my nightmare
To relive my dreams would be your hell
Dangerous
Mysterious
Dark thoughts overpower my weaknesses
As you burn the surface clean of all sins
Mortal
Destructive
Ashes spread
Memories forgotten
Lungs scream for air
Heart beats for her
Limbs broken and torn
Forgetting your face
Remembering to forget
But forgetting to remember
I tried
Tried hard
Failed fast
Waking up to reality
I was your nightmare
You were my past