I Try (Angust 17,2010) Poem by juggalette Tiffany ann

i try to be good.
try to fit in.
try to hid in the crowed.
try to be someone I'm not so people will like me.
try to forget the past but can't let go.
afraid if i do then I'm not me even more.
I've lat the past make me afraid of letting people in.
the past has cause me to lie and do the thing i don't want to do.
made me do crazy things.
try to let it go but can't i don't know why, or how i meed help bad. I'm tried of the past coming back for me.