I'Ve Missed You Poem by Danny Ballan

I've missed you.
Since the last time I do regret;
Since once you did really forget,
I've missed you.

Since I turned my heart a stone;
Since I decided to lead my life alone,
I've missed you.

Since the stars stopped to show at night;
Since the sun didn't shine up all bright,
I've missed you.

Since the minutes were like the hours like the days;
Since all the roads were blocked, but led to too many ways,
I've missed you.

Since I put the word on my marine wooden door;
Since I said I was never again to leave the shore,
I've missed you.

Since I hid my tears to cover the jolt of my romance;
Since I celebrated every moment of life to cover the silence,
I've missed you.

Since no love ever entered this bloody broken machine;
Since no word ever came out to ever say what I mean,
I've missed you.

Since one day life with all my pride drove to a halt;
Since one moment I never dared admit it was my fault,
I've missed you.

Since only once in life I turned out to be extremely weak;
Since one shot I missed whatever in life I would ever seek,
I've missed you.

Since thousands of ways replaced the only road, my own;
Since all and every led back to you, back home,
I've missed you.

Since every phrase I earned and heard of me being praised;
Since like a sheep adored one flower leaving all the world to be grazed,
I've missed you.

Since no more words ever came up to fill any of my lines;
Since all were yours like one grape holding all the vines,
I've missed you.

Since no more I missed no one as no more at all I cared;
Since I left your realm knowing for leaving I never dared,
I've missed you.

Since I hid behind the rocks watching you sail your own ship;
Since I hid behind your cabin fearful that one day would end the trip,
I've missed you.

Since I became a ghost stranding over the land seeking what's true;
Since a ghost, or was it a shadow as I always followed you,
I've missed you.

I've missed you all along,
And I'll miss you
Until the same blood is spilled,
And the last thought in me drilled,
And the vivid spirit in me killed,
And the last moment in my life filled,
With this very same song;
I've missed you all along.