I Want To Go Home Poem by Donna Saphier

I am so fed up tonight
I'm sat here on my own
My partner is crashed out in bed
And I've got no one to phone

Sometime's I feel like crying
Cause my life is so depressing
I don't do anything in the day
I've even now stopped dressing

My life is very boring
It's the same old every day
I don't know what to do no more
And I don't like to feel this way

I don't tell people how I'm feeling
They're not interested anyway
So I do not bother speaking
Cause I'm scared of what to say

But really I'm so sad inside
And no one understands
They think I have an easy life
As though all this was planned

Well that is so untrue
My life's a living hell
My brain is very poorly
And my body's not too well

I'm sick of medication
At all times of the day
I just wish I was happy
If it was for just one day

I'm so fed up, what can I do
To live a life, just like you
Maybe one day that will happen, and I'll be at my best
But until that happen's, I'll just sit here and rest

I'm sorry for being so miserable
To everyone concerned
I've alway's got a frown on my face
My smile may not return

Next time you see me moping
Please just leave me alone
I'm quietly praying and hoping
Maybe God will take me home