I Wish I Had A Transparent Heart Poem by Duncan Ramashitja

I wish I had a transparent heart
I cry.......
I lie about how I feel.....
I swallow my pride like a pill....
I die deep inside
I can't sleep at night.....
My emotions fight....
My mind goes wild...
I have a lot in my mind
I let my heart muffle the pain inside, as the streams of my tears leap through my eyes or sometimes underneath my skin with so much fear, why am I Here? Can anyone see or hear? The disturbing sounds of my heartbeat...shivering the peace within my system, I'm in need of strength, strength to climb this mountain called life, that has shaped itself like a pear, The things I feel are rare to mankind, I guess that's why Love is Blind, I care a lot, I don't judge cause I'm not a court, No one can see how I love and love even when it hurts.....
I WISH I HAD A TRANSPARENT HEART