If I'M Not To Late Poem by Mark Reed Jr.

Its hard to take that you moved on
But I'm glad to see that you're finally happy
But actually...
I just wish you were happy with me
Signs of jealousy
Has me speaking from the heart aggressively
Especially for the nights
I thought of you heavily
Wishing things between us
Had moved on steadily
But eventually I'll get over it, momentarily
Then it all comes back in a fantasy
Exactly the way I dream it be;
And this is evidence
That I still think of you obviously
I'm just trying to be
The guy who seems to see
What he has but to me
Its really just a mystery;
Truthfully and honestly
I really need you here with me
Fixing problems and moving on
To the way things use to be
None of your hurts
Ever came from me purposely
I didn't know what I wanted then
But I do now...
Definitely.
So if its not to late
I hope you accept this apology
For the way I felt for you
You may have felt the same... Probably
But at least you know now
How the thoughts I had of losing you, recently...
Really meant to me.


-Mark Reed