If Only They Knew Poem by Shelby Renee

If only they knew how they truly make me feel
They don't know what they've done to me inside
It's not like they would listen to me right now,
So my feelings and unpleasant thoughts for now I have to hide
If only they knew that they're the reason why I had my first broken heart
I have him back, but it was all their fault
If only they knew that they're the reason why I'm so angry at home
And that they're the reason I want to move away and part
If only they knew that they cause the pain I have inside
If only they knew most of my anger is because of them
But if I told them right now, they would be defeated by pride
They would ignore what I said, and never think of it again
If only they knew why I try to stay away from home as much as I can
If only they knew all the things I wanted to say
One of these days when I'm older and they'll listen
I'm gonna speak my mind, and tell them what I have to say
They say they would do anything to make me happy
And I have found the one and only way
But they would try to take it away from me..again! !
That shows you that they lied, an they're not taking him away
If only they knew that I just want to leave
That I want to get out of here
They won't let me be happy
One day, he's gonna get me out of here
If only they knew all the secrets that I'm going to reveal
If only they knew what I'm gonna say
When we're together and they disagree
I already know what I'm going to say.....

If only they knew! !