Im Comfused. =? Poem by amanda piscopo

im so confused.
baby listen to me,
my heart is confused,
i think i love you,
one day i new i did.
even tho im a kid,
but you went far away,
and now my heart was left crushed on tht day.
i feel different,
and i always cry,
this feeling makes me want to die.
Baby i still say i love you,
becuase i still have the feeling tht i do.
the sweet things you say to me,
makes me smile and think twice about our love.
you got me caught up.
i remember the days i made you promise tht you'd marry me,
but now i see,
why you didnt wanna keep tht promise,
and its becuase of this.
the words you say touch my heart and soul,
and baby i think if it wasnt for you.. my heart would of faded dull,
i dont see you anymore,
and my heart is tore,
and yes im in pain im so sore,
all i think of is how i cryed and begged you not to go on the floor,
and how you had tears down your face walking out the door.
baby i say im confused,
but when i write these things i no im not,
butthen wen im with other people i think tht i am.
my heart is so hurt,
i feel like it was droped and steped on in dirt.
i no you love me,
and yes i can see.
i love you two,
at least i think i still do.
im so sorry if i ever will slip away,
it was becuase of being dpressed and confused,
you tell me to wait four years because im worth waiting it,
but i cant stand waiting a day with out you i cant bare it not a bit.
4 years
48 months
1460 days.
i cant do it.
maybe youll come back.
i just feel like you wont,
i no you will come to visit me,
but the questions forced to ask. are we ment to be?
i say yes and you say time will tell,
time will prove tht our love is true,
and yet i think i love you.
i used to be head over heals in love with you,
but you left and i didnt no wht to do.
im not gonna lie the first few days was hell,
and all i did was cry and think i fell.
i didnt,
right?
my life.
its like a never ending book,
becuase my heart just breaks over and over again,
and each page is a reason why,
and till the day i die,
the book will never end,
just like my heart will never mend.