In My Head Poem by Morinanna Wyzard

Words in my head
like a tsunami in my mind
ramblings pieces that do not fit
drifting in and out
like a dream
some forgotten
before the pen
turns to ink
like pictures
floating on exotic clouds
some of light
and some of storm
collide in the mind's sky
waves of emotions
good and bad
like a great fight
within my head
which will come to life
and which will die
the silent death
still so much darkness
to embrace
rain of tears
hit my breast
suicide of the pain
becomes death
of a part of me
and so I feed
that shadow deep within
like a might beast
the warrior side of me
born of blood and pain
of a shattered heart
but still we will never part
for it is me,
and I am it
pain.
Sometimes my only friend
constant like the air I breath
until my last breath
it tells me I'm alive
that I still survive
I am alive
my road still long
but filled with love's
greatest song
never alone
you are only a heartbeat
away
even though I miss you
everyday
no longer pushing away
the pain that burns inside
embracing now instead
the day you went away
to ravage my flesh
would hurt less
then the joy
of the greatest orgasmic event
death
death of us all
when we hear that magickally call
the rush the mind must feel
with our last breath
blood flows from our veins
like the greatest rain
overjoyed
with delight
for the end of the light
finally we give in
to the darkness we all fear
when only I live
each and everyday
to only embrace
the pain we all hide
deep inside
for it is my closest friend
the only one
that is steady,
constant
solid ground
to stand upon
pain
I build my life around you
and worship you like a great Goddess
few things in life are real
pain and love
life and death
death
death of us all.