Inside I Cry Poem by Shannon Hart

I cry out and no one hears me.
So I cry inside so no one sees me.
Waiting on the right moment to leap.
Just gotta get my head together, I have to think.
I can't do this alone, I need you with me.
It seems like it's getting harder and harder to dream.
What do I do if I don't know what I want to be?
Cry inside so no one can hear me.
The sacrifices I've made seem to go unnoticed.
The pain I've endured, seems to stay in my focus.
I'm trying to let it go, you know trying to let things be.
But what am I letting go?
Oh yes, all of me.
So if I let go of myself what do I become?
A soul so lost that it makes me numb.
I need you here with me,
To help me along the way.
So I can stop these tears from falling each and everyday.
This life isn't what I thought it was...
Not at all what I wanted it to be,
So I cry on the inside so no one can see me.
All I ever wanted was to be loved completely,
Instead I'm here, in a corner, crying inside of me.