Invincible Eclipse Poem by Laura arwen

I am very
frustrated not to
live in my
universe
I am always
condemned for my
inactivity
My decline is
very close
I want to
renew my quality
of life
I want to
find an invincible
strategy for my
disorganized life
I must be
motivated to be
ordered and methodical
My end will
be a surprise
for everyone
I'm not very
excited about new
experiences
I want to
find the pure
harmony
It's strange but
I feel complete
with order
I can not
fully express my
emotions
My essence isn't
clear and natural
Dreams are my
only company
I want to
see a melodious
and perfect order
I'm very happy
to clean my
space
I'm appreciating the
order and the
cleanings
Some battles are
better not to
start them
There is no
time for laziness
and second thoughts