Invisable Poem by Rosalita Fern

I am invisible
I’m nowhere to be seen
I’m not as special as some.
People lie to my face
I speak and I’m silenced.
Why is she so easy to love over me?
Why do they love her and not like me?
I want to talk, but am silenced,
Am quietened but a shake of the head and an disinterested look.
When life is silenced like this-
Why do I live it?
Why am I here
Why do I carry this living on when I can not be loved.
I want to die
I don’t want to live anymore
I cry, and no one hears.
My tears silenced by that look of disinterest.
I want to die.
I want to be in Neverland.
Visit that secret Garden I have always wanted to go too.
Live in the breeze.
Be in the waves.
My life to cease
Contract end.
End of.
Cease.
Expire.
Pass on
Dead.
End.