Invisible Confession Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I feel
the desperate need
to confess
I feel guilty
of not being
enterprising and motivated
in life
The world is
in delusion for
everything
It's terrible to
not have friends
or no place
to visit
Sometimes the slow
people get me
very much nervous
I need more
protection against personal
demons
It's difficult to
confess every single
sin or feeling
I'm not authorized
to confess some
secrets
I don't want
to formulate an
invisible confession
I'm not free
to have my
long confession
It strengthens my
self-esteem
It inspires new
battles and new
consequences
It could be
a sentence of
a persecution
The confession is
limited and a
deep vengeance
Sometimes it's horrible
and wearisome to
do it constantly
It could destroy
many lives for
something powerful
I can not
keep it hidden
forever
It is a
sort of oath