Is It Real? Poem by alexis jung

I don't know if i am stronger.
Can i smile any longer?
I am so lost
why does everything have a cost?
Though i still end up with a smile
for each days mile.
All i want is to scream and yell
these secrets inside i can't tell.
This life is so faint
i'm a picture in paint.
Each day i act out a show
i am my own foe.
I don't evn know if this is a fake embrace
a stranger is hidden in my face.
For i am a fool
stuck in a life so cruel.
Oh everything i feel
how can it be real?