Is That Too Much Too Ask For? Poem by Holly Polly Hancock

I don't know how much more I can take
I feel like i've made a huge mistake
I just want to sit and cry
It feels like i'm living in a lie
Realitys come crashing down on me
Maybe this life is'nt for me
I'm in too much pain
I feel like I have nothing to gain
With so much on my mind
I wish that I could find
Somewhere far too put it all
And let it roll away like a ball
I'm feeling weaker and weaker
As I keep falling deeper
I don't want to live like this
I want to hit the walls with my fist
I know getting angry is'nt going to help
But for a while now, this is how I have felt
My fears have been stuck with me for years
I can no longer hold back the tears
In my mind I am holding a load
I feel like im going to explode
The little things I do, no matter how vast
Remind me so much of the past
I know i really need to talk to someone
I'm feeling too depressed, it's no fun
I've been keeping my fears inside me for a while
Everything thing in my mind is now a messed up pile
I wish it would all shift
But no matter what I do, it wont lift
I wish I could pretend
Nothing bad has ever happened
I want it all to dissapear
So that I no longer have to fear
Is that too much too ask for?