It Feels Like An Eternity I'Ve Been Waiting Poem by Mgt Man

I do not know what to say baby
Honestly speaking I am going crazy
I am tired and hurt from all this waiting
If you were stronger then we would be dating
And now I question who I am
To suffer for the heart of a man
I feel sad and ashamed
And only have me to blame
I said everything was okay that you were not wrong
And for almost 10 months now I have tried to stay strong
But as each month passes my hope lessens
And now I have learned a valuable lesson
Do not trust the words of a friend
It is his actions that matter in the end
Because if you truly wanted only me it would be
You have hurt me so deeply, can you see
The wounds are deep and I am scarred
I hope by the time you are ready my heart is not barred