Jumbled Verses In My Head Poem by Elsa Bear

waiting on another false hope.
another empty promise.
sitting for eternity,
watching the stars fall,
waiting for you.
because as long as you need me
i'll be waiting.

screaming,
hyperventilating,
shuddering,
trembling.
my fault,
your fault,
cryptic smiles,
confusing messages.

17 years
of procrastinating.
of hoping
of dreaming
of crying
of screaming
of loving
and losing
of waiting
and choosing.

i want to kiss you forever more
i want to love you all my life.
can't you hear my heart?
can't you hear it break?
i was made to love you
Stevie Wonder says you feel the same.
the world is so perfect
when you and i are together.
my life doesn't seem such a waste

so many thoughts colliding,
collecting,
i'm pouring my heart out.
it may be jumbled
it may not make sense
but that's ok.
it's ok because we make sense.