Jus A Frend Poem by Shilesha Johnson

I don’t want to keep pretending
Hoping for a better beginning
It’s not the way I want to keep living
Cause I still care about him
And not talking won’t change that
Cause that’s how it’s always been
I’d be lying to you if I told you different
But he is my friend
And all though he hurt me
I’m willing to forgive him
Because we have always been close
And when you’re tight like that,
It’s hard to let go
I don’t want you to be mad
But lying to you is bad
And honesty’s always been something that we had
So I’m telling you that with you forbidding us to speak
It’s not changing anything
Cause with all of my friends
I will always care
Even if they’re not here
That’s jus how I am
Just know that you are still my man
Ill respect your wish
And end this
But he will always be my friend in heart
Even though he tore me apart
And you and I are one
But b and I are jus cool
The one in the end is YOU
Just know that even though he and I are friends
YOU are still my BOO