Just Wondering Poem by Shilesha Johnson

How can I be your everything?
When you treat me like I’m nothing
And you’re still with me
So it has to be for something
I know I don’t keep you wanting
Or eager for more
Because I don’t do the same things
As the average girl
And maybe that’s why I’m never first
Maybe that’s why I keep getting hurt
There’s no way I’m your everything
When you act like I’m nothing
And your still here why? ...
I’m just wondering