Learned Da Hardway Poem by karen hernandez

people tell me
who do u love
i say no one
then i stare down at the glove

thats on my hand
getting ready to rip out
my heart and soul
that i dont want anymore

love love love
dosent exist
nothing does
not even christ

or does he
because i dotn know
i need him so much
i feel like im the only girl

on this planet
that dosent have a home
or if she does
its a place i dont wanna go

she has memories
of taht place
the yelling the screams
that r inside her head

the constant fighting
with her sisters
the constant pain
she feels deep inside

no one can help her
and she learned that
no one cares for her
not even cats

she learned
she knew
she later then understood
everyone was cruell

she has it bad
or do i
i dont want to like
i want to die

she learned the hard way she understood no one in this life gave a coop about her
she learned lvoe dosent existits jsut a fugure of our imaginations
she learned she had to die, i had to die and you know what i will really soon SOOOOOON