Lie To Me Now! Poem by Adrian Cordova

I wanna hear it,
Tell me now,
Or I swear I'll cripple you.
You never learn, you b***h!
Why won't you just lie, damnit!
I hurt you when you don't say what I want.
And I do NOTHING when you do.
So what is it?
Why won't you say a damn thing to me! ?
Please, just say it,
Tell me you love me……please I miss your comfort…
Do you remember what I told you, earlier this night?
I told you that I loved you.
You told me I was drunk.
And mabye I was.
But that doesn't mean it's not the truth.
Fine you don't like the way I'm talking to you.
I'll just take you home, since that's all you want.
Later that night, YOU called ME back. 
Saying I was right, and you loved me back.
But I hasted, I went further a than you wanted.
So now we sit here, I'm begging you, pleading to you!
I LOVE YOU.
And you know that I do.
And you also know that you almost love me.
And I realize what I did was wrong, I admit that.
But just tell me you love me, please I don't care if it's a lie.
Reaching across, I kiss you.
But your dead, no emotion what so ever.
I retch back realizing what has happened, what I've done.
And I'm sick with myself.
So please gather your things and leave me.
On your way out a slight whisper echos,  
I love you.
Thus the tortured soul is appeased.
And the raped is forgiving.

A huge thank you to Olette, without who's kindness I would be sinking closer to suicide with my Sickness of myself.