Light From The Tunnel Poem by Jesse Artley

I just can't believe this is what life's supposed to be, full of pain and misery
When being alone isn't even the worst of it, til the loneliness and stress come out at night
Making me relive every second of every mistake, every regret, time wasted
Makes me nauseous, maybe I'm being too cautious, can't stop myself
You're an angel to me, a true heaven on earth, believe you could be mine
But girl I always feel like I'm about to lose you, I can't live life without you anymore
Stressed, fading, swear I never meant to be so jaded, I was made to feel like trash
I keep hoping for better things, keep my head up for the thought of a better life with you Hard to do when you can barely stand the right now, thinking back to ways out
I know it's no easy fix, climbing out of this hole I dug myself
Knowing I'm the cause in the first place doesn't help, then you threw me the rope
None of them other girls was worth the first thought now that I know you exist