Live My Life In The Dark Poem by Shilesha Johnson

I feel like I have no place
And track was the only time
I didn’t feel that way
I felt like I belonged
I fit perfectly like a melody to a song
And now that I’ve given up on track as my dream
I have no place in this world
It’s just me
I feel like I’m outside looking in
To a whole lot of what could’ve been
But to a whole lot of nothings
And I want to matter to something
I want to be special in someone’s heart
Not just in someone’s eyes
Because they can be real deceiving from the start
From time to time
I want to make a difference in someone’s life
In their life full of disappointments
I want to be the one thing that goes right
But I’m not
So I just have to work with what I have
And continue to live my life in the dark
And not one place in any ones heart