Lost Poem by JennyLynn Lavoie

I feel alone a wave of darkness takes over my body

as I sit and ponder the last words I spoke to you



your silent reply carve's a deep hole in my heart

chipping away the pieces that were once you and me



I freeze my eye's shed tears of sadness my voice shallow and meek

I sink lower and lower into the emptiness of your arms to only feel your resistance



your eyes darken with a cold blooded stair your lips stiffen your face firm barely moving an inch



I feel like i'm drowning grasping onto an invisable ghost an undertow pulling me deeper and deeper

to the most Fragile part of my soul



It's a lonely dark bottomless pit there where know one can hear you crying out know one can see

or feel the pain your endureing its a place masked by a friendly smile tricking those who see it



my heart's so weak and frail that a tiny stone cast could shattered it into a billion pieces of sharp jagged glass



How did I get here so lost and alone a place where I once seeked shelter became hell as my home



how did I not see it why was I so blind our love dying out was not all that hard to find

I covered up the hurting the thunder beating in my chest living in a fantasy to cover up the mess



the last words I spoke to you engraved on my tongue spilling out like freedom or a wild horse on the run



It only took a second to say what I had to say

as I felt the cold breeze of you walking away



I no you will often wonder as they circel round and round

what was ment by the words I spoke

when I said I once was lost but now im found



I'ved lived and loved lost and tryed hope is what I feel inside

all love again someday you'll see

I know there's some one out there waiting for me: >) By: Jenny-Lynn Gayne Lavoie