Lost And Found Poem by Stephanie T Castillo

In the middle of all the chaos, i stand there screaming so loud and yet i hear no sound.
Choking on the madness of blame, fault, shouting, and doubting,
breaking every great thought about me, I'm stepped on like a failure!
Left alone in this dark place, while I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders, every day, slower becomes my pace.
"I'm sorry" is no longer in it's place, because now it's found on my face.
Never good enough, tossed out like an old rag full of stains, fallen on deaf ears is my pain.
Struggling day by day, GOD please help me find my way...
Grounded and stable seems so far away.
Independent Woman?
That was I! Immovable to pressures of life.
Many shots were given to me and with my head held high...I SURVIVED
So,
I am not your victim nor your affliction anymore! In my soul to it's core, i promise to myself to strive and be more.
It's a new day, a second chance to believe in you!
ME! I will find my strength, my wisdom, and love, my smile and stance i hold so uniquely.
I will be the sun, the moon, and I'll stay in tune with my inner bloom!