Lost And Found Poem by Tina P..

A memory of something which was once beautiful

Opening up to you showed me

But looking back makes me feel stupid

Everyday I thought about you and I still do

But its different now

I feel like flying away and just looking at the world

Not having to deal with all of this day in and day out

Who would imagine me and you

Who could think anything about us

I saw you once more and it felt so right

Up until the part when I began to hate you

Hating feels so good until i see that i am still lonely

I miss you, i hate you, i have to deal with you

Its my fault too, but I am stronger now

I walked into a house full of people lost

Each one with a huge flaw if not more

I am not perfect but I am better than that.

I found myself through all this

I found God through all this

My family is beautiful

My family loves me for all that i am and all that im not

You never loved me at all

God loves me, I am his child indefinately

Because they are REAL

something you faked so no one could look inside you and see it

your deceit and selfishness

your confusion and unhappiness

GOODBYE,

ALWAYS,

someone who believed in you and in every word you spoke, and someone who would have given the world to you if you let her.