Lost In Love Poem by Teagan Dalton

I feel lost in love.
It isn't bad nor good but as if time has stood still.
Everybody wants me but they don't wanna choose me.
He say I'm not going anywhere but what is the reason?
Do I even know what it is I am after?
The core of discomfort in something where nobody knows the before,
Knows the after.
I don't want to be a sucker and love more than my partner.
And knowing this is all I've been used to.
I'm always beneficial,
Always intimate
But I feel alone and it's killing me.
I'm lost in love and I don't want to love at all.