Love Of The Lonely Poem by Mary Yang

Joyful, happy, you had everything,
It was more than you could ever dream.
All those times, moments spent together,
Thrown aside and tossed away forever.

It could be anything you wanted,
but some things weren't right at all.
You started assuming, not believing,
You even tried leaving when you weren't truly seeing.

I just want to be there, but you push me away,
In my life, I felt as if I lost everything that I had.
But now there's nothing I can do or say,
I can't change you, words, or time, so it keeps going.

Alone, I'll always be by myself,
The world wants to go, wants to flee.
There's no stopping once you've gone,
But only to realize that things are wrong.

Hurting myself over and over,
Can't see the light in life at all.
Feeling to give up on myself,
There's no point to live anymore.

My loneliness towers over me,
Behind a shadow, behind everything.
It's the worst feeling, just being me,
Cause I'm secretly crying for somebody.