Madox Poem by Necessary No Name

Walk with my son
live in his heart while i am under
sleep in his dreams
give his eyes that light color
not sad and wandering
blues like what is in me
what i gave him
what i prayed
what you show me
show him
send him bolts feeding him my love
send him his gift
sooner
he's ready
the faith
maybe more

pull out what is in his ears
send it to me with wind
i am waiting
to hear
i will heal his heart
i need to know now
what are his questions
what has he learned
what has he needed
what has been done to him
let him feel the trust once again
remind him
tell me what daddy has done
my love
i know
i do
but has it been better
i pray
i sent
all the faith
to you
thats what i have done
storing a little
from times
in rest
but
saving you
from
ever seeing this
was what was best

they took you from me
it was false and worse
they stole my gem
the one that i bleed for

send me fears
i will take them
tonight

send me a storm
with thunder
it is you that does it best
you speak it to me
when it is meant
when it is time
heal him through me
let me eat all his hurts
i can do it in one bite

send it
now
or bolt it like lightening
i beg of you please

master madox from the day you were born
a commitment but more grew like..
something never before
i am your mother
i nursed you to faith
telling you i would never hurt or desert you
i am your one
the North
you will have
forever
still this is the same
remember that day

Russ drawing Northern Lights booming bright
just like i saw it
just like we needed
then you touched it up
with a lesser shade in lipstick
rubbing a few colors together
that is who you are
that is who i am
that moment
we shared
we stared at each other
discussing the stars

You are me
We are north
even not together

Forever we will be
even when not together
Forever we will be
even when not together

i am sorry my son
my love
my light
forgive my young one
i will stand for no more
i make my vow to you
for me for you
for we

I love you Madox
you are the reason

Walk with me Lord
i am on my knees
Walk with me Lord
i am on my knees
seeking forgivness
forgive me for failing
forgive what he feels
and feed it to me
it is his pain i am needing
so he will hurt no more

release it to me please