Matryoshka - All Poems-Aged Trouble Poem by Gencay

I'm standing as if any moment will collapse
Every moment I walk like I'm going to faint
I write the silence in noisy places
No matter what I've done
This universe
This love
I cannot solve this life puzzle.

A woman who has been raped
A woman who has been subjected to violence
Or an animal
Or a child
Whatever they are, whatever their souls
Now it is in my soul..

Because I was always a partner of everyone
To the pain of everything.
What happened to whom
I took ownership, I felt their pain in my own soul.

I mean for thousands of years
I've been burned down
I was raped, hung up
I was kneaded in tortures
I participated in the lawsuit
Hung me up
They cut me
They made me sad
For thousands of years...

I am delighted in the deserts
I became Leyla in languages
Ferhattan smurfette
Original to time
I got thrown away.
I burned i burned
I'm roasted huh.

Do you understand me?
I am not selfish
I didn't think about myself
Whatever, whoever else but myself
I've always thought about them
I died with the old men
I was born with babies..

You know my problem has no solution
I say
This is my concern
My thousands of years
I would say aged...