Maybe Poem by Yasmin Khodaie

Maybe you never loved me,
Maybe you never cared,
Maybe you never truley felt,
The love that we once shared,
You told me i was pretty,
You told me i was fit,
You said you'd always love me,
Your such a lying git,
Somehow I fell in love,
With you all the same,
Somehow I felt special,
By the way you spoke my name,
You were the only one,
My only shining light,
You were the light of day,
In an otherwise darkened night,
I would have done anything for you,
Just to keep you with me,
For you i would have changed the world,
But our love wasn't ment to be,
As stupid as I was,
I just completly let you in,
I just loved everything about you,
Your kiss, your laugh, you grin,
I believed everthing you told me,
Even though it was just a lie,
I would have kept on believing,
Until the day I die,
Its so hard to believe,
That all that was is now gone,
And that we're now drifting apart,
Where did it all go wrong?
Even now you dont care,
How much tears or blood I shed,
As the pain slices deep into my wrists,
The words you spoke echo in my head,
I remember all thoughs times,
Were I didnt want to let you go,
And while I layed there in your arms,
You'd say I really love you you know,
But my ming has turned to ice,
My heart has turned to stone,
I etched me sadness into my skin,
And i'm cold right to the bone,
And now when i'm next to you,
I would love to hear you say,
'Yasmin, I've always loved you',
'I wish I didnt push you away',
But soon I'll have to make a choice,
Either to stay or to leave,
Sometimes I just want to die,
But what would that achieve?
I'd like to think you'd miss me,
But you'd probably be glad I'm gone,
And after a moment you would forget,
And then you would move on.