Maybe Its Time. Poem by jose felix

As days fade away so will its people.
The memories of all are now trapped forever in time.
In my heart I sense the pity of un-acceptance from all who lay there eyes on me.
could it be?
Could it be my mind screaming for relief, or is it much more obvious than i see.
I hold onto life for my own reasons.
I dont remember why they matter.
It feels good to know i belong somewhere beyond my sanctuary.
But that feeling i have lost somewhere down my path.
And the hollow sound of breath is all i know now.
If i die do not cry for me.
just let me know your still here, I wont be far.
Always be within reach.
I'll spend all i have with you.
But I do not know How much I have left.
So If i die do not cry for it was my choice.
And this decision is one that has followed me throughout my life.
It is the only acceptance I need.