Me Poem by paddy jansen

everyday i live with pain
no sun for me just rain
lost all i had and pushed u away
i wanted to tell what happend that day

but didn't had the strenght to
say how much i needed you
was afraid of what you would say
feared you would leave and turn away

now were even further apart
and i got a hole in my heart
why was i so stupid i scream
why did i destroyed our fragile dream

only darkness till the end of my day
because i destroy all love that comes my way