Messy Thing Poem by Ana xxx

SomeTimeZ Life Izn't For EveryOne
So I'll Just Wait Till Die Lookin At The Sun
I Know I'll Leave Loved OneZ Behind
But Its Better Than Hearin Me Whine
Living A Hellish Life Izn't What I Wanted
So Much Pain Made My Heart Corrupted
I'll Put I Smile On My Face Till The Die
But Still I'll Keep Asking MySelf ' WHY '
Why Waz I Born?
EveryDay Hurts Me More, Its Like My Body Iz Torn
Trying To Communicate With People In This Strange Life
I Think My Only Way Iz Using A Knife
From My Experience I Found Out The Death Iz The Only Escape From Life Issues
Why Should I Kill MySelf Trying To Fit In, Its Only Makes Me Wet More Tissues
Madness, Anger, And Hate
Guess In This Life, Its My Only Way Through The Gate
SomeTimez I Wish I Waz Dead So I Won't Be Here
But The Problem iz, Death Iz SomeThing People Fear
Should I Stop The Flowing Of These Emotions Inside Of Me And Go All Out?
Will There Be Some1 To Help Me If I Shout?
What I Hate Most About This Society To Not Being Accepted
WherEver I Go, Mostly I'm Rejected
I Keep Asking MySelf What Are My AmbitionZ?
Being Cool, Happy, Or Just A Proud-Self-Man Who Talks Like Strange PoliticianZ?
In This World I Coudn't Find AnyOne Who Understands Me
So I'll Be With MySelf And Be Some1 I Wanna Be
I'm Surprized That I Still Didn't Find The Meaning Of Pain
Even Though In This Life, Its Somthing Everyday I Gain
I'v Did So Many Mistakes When I Waz a Kid
These Mistakes Made Me Feel Like S***
I Regreted Doin Some Stuff, And Not Doin Some Stuff