Mind Escape Poem by Laura arwen

I'm a big
loser and an
indecent winner
I'm sick and
I need affection
I'm so confused
about my emotions
but I wanna
scream them
For all my
life I'll be
misunderstood
I see no
reason to pray
I don't find
any reason to
believe in something
that doesn't excite
me
I don't believe
in redemption
For someone I'm
the missing piece
It's not in
my destiny to
be redeemed
Maybe I don't
deserve the love
of people but
only decisions
I need an
embrace from a
special person
I need sweet
and romantic kisses
I need to
love someone
I'm a stranger
in my life