Mistakes Poem by Meredith Marie

i shouldnt have told you but i need you to know
the thoughts i keep inside,
the thoughts i cannot show.
i know i've brought havoc,
hell,
problems,
issues,
worse
but im sick of hiding
its been you for a while now
but i want you to be happy
i dont want you to hurt her
but i want you to be mine
is this even poetry?
it sure seems like less
but i really really need you
nothing less, nothing more
all the odds are against us
but you, ill be wishing for

im really really sorry