Mixed Feelings For You Poem by ESPN CHICK

When I lie down to close my eyes
I think of you and I don't know why
I'm pretty sure I don't love you anymore

But for some reason my heart and soul won't let you go
Now I can't sleep cause you're on my mind
Wish you knew how much I've tried to get you away from my mind

Thought I could runaway from you but now you popped back up in my life
But the truth of the matter is you really never left my heart and soul
After all you mended me back together again through the storms

Feels like you have my heart and won't let go
There's days where I want you then I tell myself I don't need you
You live so far away and you don't know how I truly feel

Sometimes I don't even know how I truly feel about you
Mixed emotions run through my mind for you
And I don't know what to do

I don't even know if we're even friends anymore
I'm assuming we are cause you've been talking to me
But that don't mean anything I know it won't last

Nothing last long with you
You're so hot and cold
You can't even see what's in front of you

Throughout the years though I've poured out my heart in writings for you
I've done nothing but think of you every since day one
And I know I'm foolish and young but that's okay

Cause through those years you taught me a lot
You made me laugh even when I was in tears
I wouldn't change that I know you

Sometimes I wonder though how much you care for me
How much do you think of me
I just want to know but then again I wish I could get you out of my mind


July 25,2009