My... Poem by Anna Montgomery

My heart is crying
My head is pounding
Depression, anxiety
I hate it all
but it has claimed me
all my insecurities
I'm so sick inside
just it isn't killing me physically
My mind is sensitive
yet Broken inside
I'm losing my mind
Or so I think
so cold inside
My brain my soul
so damaged
Yet nobody cares
Nobody seems to see
they cover up in lies
They only see the positive
Yet I am hurting
and Nobody sees me
I just want to be heard
I want the voices out of my head
My insecurities feed on me
I can't breathe
too far down
I want to cry
I want to scream
Yet I can't drop one tear
one sound
I'm perpetually silent
I can't live
I am so done
I am so tired
How do I get better
If the person I need to escape is myself
Gods I wish to bleed
to feel alive again
to stuff away the pain that wells up in me
I want to be okay
I want to be able to smile and laugh
without faking
But nobody notices
it's like I am invisible only seen by myself
Nobody sees the true me
I try and try
But I am lost
I am lost and nobody is coming for me.