My Dark Thoughts Poem by Laura arwen

I lean to
survive in this
grueling hell that
is the world
For me writing
a letter to
the best friend
is an intimate
confession
My soul doesn't
want the normal
life
I believe in
the heroes who
build peace, hope
harmony
There is no
place for me
in the earth
I wasn't born
to be a
normal and common
girl
There are too
much bad things
in my life
For me sympathy
is a stranger
cause it isn't
in my nature
I need to
live in pain
and to believe
in a secret
project
I'm not living
on a prayer
but I'm just
living in sin
I fear the
life