My End Poem by Samantha Rak

My End

Rating: 5.0


One, two, three 
This is just the beginning 
Four, five, six
I got this far last time
Seven, eight, nine
Far, yet it doesn't seem far enough 
Ten, eleven, twelve
The farthest I've gone
Have I gone too far?
Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen
I can't feel my hand anymore
The blade drops from my fingers 
As the blood spills from my body
I'm so used to watching it run from my veins
It has become a calming sight
But it moves quickly this time
But I still pick up the blade
Once shining
Now dull 
But sharp as ever
My lovely blade
My best friend
My lover
My end

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
This poem stems from the mistakes I'd thrust upon myself not too long ago. Yes, I did suffer from depression and, yes, I did suffer from suicidal tendencies. Although I've left my blade I still think about it. Especially when things get rough for me. But I've been cut free for over two years now and I wouldn't go back to that for all the money in the world. I hope this kinda gets out there, to show that those who are going through what I'd gone through that they aren't alone! I hope you guys liked it, but if you didn't, PLEASE TELL ME! I want to know your thoughts on my work so that I can grow as a writer. Thank you!
Cheers :)
COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Shahzia Batool 08 May 2013

(((Or that the Everlasting had not fix'd His canon 'gainst [self-]slaughter! (Ham.1.2.131-132) Against self-slaughter There is a prohibition so divine That cravens my weak hand. (Cym.3.4.76-78) - - ))) Suicidal attempts enrage God, and the soul stay unblessed till eternity...all religions say it...People with bright potential should only consider what is best and what is positive in them...Girls should use knives'blades in kitchen for COOKING, and CUTTING FRUIT, VEGETABLES! ! ! that's it! ! ! you write very good! ! !

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Vishal Sharma 11 December 2012

very painful to read..showing intense emotion

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Sandy Player 04 December 2012

Thanks for sharing

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