My Life. Poem by Jessica Taylor

How can I be happy
When you're no longer here?
How can I smile
When you're no where near?
I lost my one best friend
The one who said they'd stay
So f*ck my life
And end today
I thought I made a choice
One I wouldn't regret
But my thoughts still are wrong
And haven't changed yet
And now with tears falling
He wiped them away
And whispered softly
It will all be okayy
Kissed my lips
So gently with care
And told me words
I couldn't bare
My heart was shattered
And broke once more
Washed my dreams
Away from the shore
Slipping away
And falling apart
I'm still the only one
With a broken heart...