My One Release Poem by layla joseph

I pick up the blade
I watch as I make the clean slice
Through my own flesh
And I stare as the blood starts to run

Wondering how easy it would be
To end it all
End it all with this little blade
This little piece of metal

All I would have to do
Is cut in a different place
Cut across the vain
Instead of just on the arm

I just want to cause that searing pain
That numbs me like nothing else
Nothing else ever has
And I watch as the blood starts to pool
The tissues just a red pile on the floor

And laugh cause this is something I can control
Something you cant stop
Something for me and me alone
Something you cant take away from me
know matter how hard u try