My Personal Downfall Poem by Ashley Bowen

I can't help but wonder what you think
I know that my thoughts sometimes make me sink
Deeper and deeper into my steady depression
more and more fierce as I decline obsession
I can't help but wonder hwats wrong with me
Is it anything at all?
Am I so insecure that I am heading for a downfall?
I shouldn't let these things take over me
cause they leave me temporarily blinded and unable to see
I just can't help but wonder if your thinking of me
cause I know I think of you
even when I try not to
Will you forever be the one I can't have?