My Weakness Poem by Shelly 945

Keeping it all inside
from everyone, always
trying to hide
alone, all of this I try to fight
even though I know, its not right
I should tell but I fear
to show my weakness to shed a tear
letting it all out, to pour in a bowl
it would do wonders to tell a soul
will they see my pain or just think I'm insane
I want to give up and just let it go
feels right, but it's not this I know
my whole body hurts it feels sore
I don't have the strength to fight this anymore
I have all these feelings I try to ignore
but it feels like my heart someone has tore
I simply don't have what to say
because I don't know why I feel this way
it hurts to even try to think
where is this from, what is the link
want to run away and walk out the door
but I don't know what I'm hiding for
my head it hurts it starts to spin
feel like I've lost this war and can no longer win.