My World Is Repetitive Poem by Victoria Ritchie

I sit here and wonder…
As my world fades to grey…
Why did this have to happen this way…
Thinking to myself…
Why me…why me…why me…
I stay awake all night…
Thoughts tossing and turning in my mind…
Thinking to myself…
Why me…why me…why me…
Am I so wrapped up in myself…
I cannot hear the innocence of his cries…
Am I so self absorbed that I cannot see how much pain I am causing…
Why now...why now…why now…
I pray for the day…
That the sun shines on me…
And I can set all my worries and fears free…
Come soon...come soon…come soon…
I long for the day…
I can say…
He is mine…
Forever…
As I love him…
Forever in my mind…
And he will stay forever in my heart…
As now I know…
I tore him apart….