Need Blessing Poem by Nassy Fesharaki

Need blessing

Still am drunk with
-the names of locations
- "Talwood" to "longwood" to, the "Oak shade"
-to scars of the Dale and Donway

In my mind, I picture past of this
-area and place
-runs deer, fly birds, birds' hunters
-crawl waves on water, streams
-and brooks…one of them is Haven
-for solace and solemn

Get to him with the food and drinks
-when close, see he is the oldest
-every young is a rock and stone
- "And why you? "
-I smile and question
- "They see me as valet! "
-can feel his deep anger

"Am father of three and get it; "
-I tell him
-read his look, see his eyes
-wants to shout,
-wants to talk
-but cannot
-with fingers, sends signal:
- "I have four…"

"Hope God will bless them…"
-politely I mention.

"Someone must…"
-he says…waits…
- "We've had it…
-no more us! ! ! "

And I think on way back
-till the time I meet Paul
-box of tools, carpenters'
-is his dad's who has died! ! !