No More Tears Poem by joshua reid

The memories of you are bittersweet,
Relentless pain along with agonizing defeat,
Crying alone in my bed at night,
My battle is half over, but have I given up the fight?
Remose fills the air as I breath in razorblades,
Slicing my throat my as my body decays,
Anguish and pain all bottled up inside,
This bottle of Vodka, I'll let my feelings hide,
I love you, but I dont have you so, I need to let you go,
This gun is the paddle for my boat to row,
I lean back and take another drink of the burning sensation,
My journey in life, no longer an obligation,
Once more I scream, now drowning my fears,
Lean back... pull the trigger.. goodnight love.. no more tears.