Noones Listening To Me! Poem by Cena Rose

You think you know me
But I’m only a fake
A desirable liar
Who pins you at the stake

Who shows you the depths
Nothing of mine own
But how much you trust me
When you know not but your own

I tell you to trust me
And trust Me you will
You’ll See my only OuterShell
And crack it you never will.

I’ll show you how to fix it
I’ll say the world’s wisest
But when it comes to mine own,
You’ll never. see the slightest

Bit of real emotion
I’ll Deny. Deny. Deny.
Till You’ll believe my lies
And not see my hidden surprise

That I’ll never tell you,
That giving you everything hurts me,
I’ll hush and shush-
Till theres no more fuss,
And you’ll see nothing of thee

My dreams
My feelings
My emotionless head.
I can’t tell you
All this time I’ve been dead...

Feeding the monster
That helps for no purpose
That’s all I know how to do
My head spins like a circus

I guess I should be sorry
Should I apologize?
How can I say this? to you
Everythings all lies

But I won’t care the slightest
I won’t care a bit
Cuz when it comes to caring
My candle is not lit

I Can’t tell you how I’m feeling
I would IF I could
And when one day I know what happened
I’ll tell you what I should.

So stop with the looks
Stop with the stares
I’m not happy all the time
Being sad is normal so Who cares?

Get out my face
Stop asking
If I’m alright or not
I’m not I’m not
Who cares if I’m not
It’s not your help that I sought

Let these tears fall and leave
Go away to wonderland
Where happy trees dance
And bells sing and prance
No ones that happy in my dreamland

You push and shove
To get past this barrier
But sorry you gotta stop
Or I’ll kick you even farther

I won’t trust you
Not because I choose to
But I know not how to
And I don’t want to

And don’t be sad
When I say I can’t trust
I know it’s a lame saying
But say it I must

It really is me not you
It’s just something I do
To keep the hurt out
And stay the sane one throughout

Because I think if my heart gets broken
When I’ve first lent it to someone
I’ll take the pieces and drown them
In the blood and sea of Noone

Noone me
Noone see
Noones listening
Noone can be me